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I have decided to make some changes to my web page. It stood in tact for 3 years online and as time changes, so do people. I have not changed as much as some think, but have finally decided to let the proverbial cat out of the bag. I am a Satanist! I am a Modern Satanist for the most part, but I have been reading and learning a lot about the Schools of Magic(k) and have expanded beyond the norm. I have known I was a Satanist since High School. My Girlfriend at the time, Angel, opened my eyes to this religion and lifestyle, and I have had these beliefs in my heart for years now.

These very words, "I am a Satanist", in society today, are probably the equivalent of me standing up in a crowd and proclaiming myself to be a serial killer. You'd probably get the same reaction and collective gasp out of the crowd. When actually I am the same person you knew 5 minutes prior to you knowing my religion. There are a few things about your friends you won't ever know, and some things you always wished you didn't know. I doubt there is someone you know completely, we all have our own personal life and I am going to use this particular page to share mine. Yeah, I guess you can say I am going to defend my beliefs, and not necessarily degrade someone else's... I am going to enlighten you about me. Tim.

Below on this page are some of the everyday topics everyone likes to discuss when they come into the chat room I frequent. Some people even become offended because I don't think like they do, or vice-versa. I love the quote "You Laugh At Me Because I'm Different, I Laugh At You Because You're All The Same! - Jonathan Davis" It manages to sum up society very nicely.

You have probably forgotten the answer to every question you have ever asked me right up until the time I told you I was a Satanist. Right now there are probably 100 stereotypical questions running through your head about me, Satanism, my life, my lovers, my family, etc... all kinds of red flags are going off, and you're trying to remember every single conversation we have ever had about religion. You try and look back, to see if there were any SIGNS, and you replay the memorable times in the past. You wonder how I can be so "normal" and yet you never had a clue. I've always spoken to you with respect, I treat you like a human being, I never overtly offended anyone without JUST CAUSE, and I have a damn good sense of humor. Yet everything from this point on is going to change now simply because I don't believe in the same god (s) as you.

Well anyway, here are some of those Hot Topics that come to mind...in no particular order or rank.

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1) SMOKERS - I had the Love topic here as Number 1, but while I was laying in my bed thinking about my website I decided to re-prioritize my life. Love is important to me, but I need to concentrate more on my health. But what I really had in mind was smoking and cancer. I don't smoke, and I will not be with anyone who does. My mother has smoked all of my life and I'm sure I'll die of lung cancer before she will. I think it's nasty, the smell gives me a headache, and it tells me you have no respect for me if you smoke around me. If you don't know me and you smoke, that's a different story.

2) LOVE ~ Love is something that comes natural to me, but not something I share freely. Unlike the Christian beliefs in love (love everything and everyone), I think love it is something to be shown to those who deserve it. I LOVE my friends and my family! I DO NOT Love strangers and every single thing in life. That's spreading yourself too thin, and loosing sight of the true meaning of love. I clearly am not full of shit. I am hardly shallow by any means as I still see the beauty of nature, and have compassion... I just don't waste my emotions on those I don't know, or those who don't affect me in life.

3) SEX ~ I am a very sexually oriented person. I would even go as far as to say I truly am a slut with my mate. I'd do anything and everything possible to please her all the time in bed. If I could find me a little nymphomaniac who would have sex with me 4 to 5 times a day, Id ravish her loins every time. My ideal woman would be 5' 95lbs, Long Red Hair, Green Eyes, and a Leo. Sex is something we human animals do for pleasure and reproduction. It is a vital part of our every day life and should not be seen as a sin, or something Taboo. I love sex! I am not bi, even though that seems to be the fad these days, but I simply wont go down on another guy. ::twitch::

4) POLITICS ~ I am Republican by birth and choose to vote this way as an adult. I don't feel the politicians available to us today are what truly represent the people, but you pick "the lesser of two evils!". I have some views shared by the Democratic Party, and some by the Republican Party, I guess that would make me bipartisan, who cares right? I think sometimes we need to kill them all and start over with a more strict process of choosing who will represent us.

5) DEATH ~ I do believe in reincarnation. I know there is karma, chi, aura, ki, whatever you want to call it. I know we have an energy which we can control, it's just being able to control it that's the trick. I believe that there is more in store for us than to simply die and rot. There might be some truth to the "coming back to life again and again until we learn our lesson." ::laughs:: Lately there is a show, Crossing Over, where a Medium named John Edwards communicates with your friends and families which are deceased. I know there is something more. I do not think death is the end all be all... to simply rest 6 foot under. I don't know.

6) EDUCATION ~ I believe Education is something this country doesn't spend enough money on. The Government would rather pay off some fucking Chinese bullshit threat and cover their political asses than to bring our country up to par. Some third world countries have a higher education level than the United States. We should clearly educate the masses and in turn I think this would bring the crime rate down, and bring the poverty level down, all the while raising the value of the United States.

7) RELIGION ~ I am a Satanist. I do not expect anyone to treat me any different because they find out my beliefs. I am an educated Middle Aged White Man and KNOW that will never be true. I will always be treated differently because of my chosen beliefs. I have no quarrel with anyone over religion. I am not a religion basher because I simply don't care what you believe in. I do not plan on shoving my beliefs down your throat, and don't want to eat yours either. If I say no thank you, simply turn away. Do not tell me I need help, or that you will pray for me. You are wasting your time and breath. Accept me for me, and move on.

8) MILITARY ~ I was a Soldier in the U.S. ARMY. I am by no means a War Hero, or a Recruiter but I do agree with the Malaysian Government and think each and every person in this country should serve at least 2 years right out of High School, and then continue on with their life. Society today has no where near the respect or pride in this country it should. I have recently decided to re-enlist back into the ARMY, and I want to travel through out the world. I would serve my country until I die.

9) MILLENNIUM ~ I am proud to have been alive during the change of the Millennium. I am looking forward to the changes that are going to begin within the next ten years. Everything is becoming more computerized and space travel will prove there is more life out there than Earth. "It would be an awful waste of space if we were the only life in the Universe." ~ Jody Foster, in Contact. It goes to show how much we, as a Country, can change with the advances of Technology.

10) LAWYERS ~ I think there are way too many lawyers in this world. Because of this fact there is too much chaos and people taking people to court for bullshit reasons. Because of the equal rights activists and the god damn lawyers the criminals who have clearly violated YOUR rights are taking YOU to court for defending YOUR home and family. I think everyone should be responsible for themselves and this includes defending, and if necessary, justifying your actions in the court of law. These thoughts clearly run into the next topic...

11) CIVIL RIGHTS ~ Civil rights... If I had anything to do with our judicial system, civil rights would not apply to criminals. Once you violate the law, then you need to have your rights "reinstated" after a period of time and a healthy fine. They should be stripped from you at the very time a guilty verdict is handed down. There is so much money and time wasted in appeals for some fuck in Prison after he/she has been convicted of murder or whatever crime to get them there. A bullet costs a quarter, 25 whole cents, and should be carried out within 48 hours. This would save Millions of Dollars that could go to Education.

12) FRIENDSHIP ~ The very word friendship means many things to many people. To me friendship means that you have meaning to someone. This friendship between two people should be strong, to be true. It is granted the two people are very different. Coming from different parents, and perhaps different backgrounds but are brought together by some common ground. Knowing these differences could be anything, they still overcome those and accept the other. I have many friends, and none are the same. Yet I still hold those friends dear to me, and respect their opinions and feelings. I do not intend to destroy a friendship with these web pages, but to simply show them some deeper differences I have. I welcome each and every one of my friends to read this and question me. I welcome each and every one of them to doubt, and hold on to their beliefs. I welcome each and every one of them to close this web page when they are done reading, and to remain my friend. I welcome you, to a true friendship.

13) ABORTION ~ This very topic is what I would consider "godlike". You have taken it upon yourself to create a life through fornication, and now for whatever reason you must decide to let this life live, or shall it die. I am pro-choice. I have made the decision with an ex girlfriend of mine to abort a child we were to have. I DO NOT condone abortion as a means of birth control. I DO condone it if you are mentally, financially, or physically not capable of raising this child. DO NOT BRING A CHILD INTO THIS WORLD IF YOU CAN NOT CARE FOR THIS CHILD. That child did nothing to deserve the fucked up life it will have. I am 100% against giving the baby up for adoption. I can not live knowing I gave my son up and he could have been the last person to walk by me. I can not imagine a part of me is living and I cant know it. Abortion is a life changer. It will forever make you think about what could have been, and what your life will now be.

14) ROAD RAGE ~ I consider myself to be a very good driver. I have never been in an accident that was my fault. and the only three I HAVE been in I was hit by the idiots. Maybe I have an aura of "blow this sign or red light and hit me". The only thing better than the adrenaline rush from driving fast is sex. I can turn up the radio and put the pedal down. I have no respect for the speed limits, and have not had a speeding ticket in three years. I however, am a promoter/victim of ROAD RAGE. I get so pissed at people who cut me off, I have almost run a few people off the road afterward. I told myself I am not allowed to carry a gun. I have told myself NO. I would shoot some fucking idiot fur cutting me off. I would shoot some idiot for many reasons for that matter. I will not tell you to slow down and drive safe. Only wear your helmet, and seatbelt!

15) LIES AND PEOPLE WHO LIE ~ I am a rather easy person to get along with. I do not ask too much of others. I only ask you to be honest with me and always tell me if I have done or said something wrong. Just talk to me, tell me what you think and we can work from there. You should expect nothing but honesty and truth from me. I don't have a problem letting you know what I think, or where I stand on a subject, and would respect you more if you could be upfront with me. If you ask me a question, you should expect an honest answer, don't tell me I'm wrong or that I'm going to hell for my answers... then why did you bother to ask me?

16) Good vs. EVIL ~ I am neither good or evil. I am I. The Words GOOD and EVIL are perceptions. They ARE NOT a way of life. They ARE NOT a way of being. A Perception is how someone may see another persons words, actions or thoughts. What I may perceive as GOOD (a room full of sexy nude women), others surely think it to be EVIL and vice versa. Not everyone has the same perceptions. I try and not let society dictate to me what is Good and what is Evil. I don't care what they think of me.

17) FOOTBALL ~ I LOVE AMERICAN FOOTBALL! Especially the San Francisco 49ers! I have been a 49er fan since the 80's when Golden Joe was leading them down the field. Joe Montana, Jerry Rice, and Roger Craig were a dominating force. Then Steve Young came into play, and now they have Jeff Garcia...I predict the boys are going to win it all. I also like the Chicago Bears, Da Bears!